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A couple of years ago I saw Bill Oddie on his TV show “How to Watch Wildlife,” explaining how to attract squirrels. I was inspired by Bill’s amazingly successful technique: he just noisily rustled a paper bag full of nuts, and squirrels came to him from all around – came right up to him – and ate the nuts right out of his hand.
At the time it was important to me to make the most of my weekends, working as I was in a very stressful IT manager role, and I thought that squirrel-feeding/watching/stroking would be a perfect leisure activity. So one lovely summer day I went down to Edinburgh Royal Botanic Gardens, which I knew from previous sightings to be home to hundreds of the delightful bushy-tailed rodents.
I purchased a paper bag full of squirrel food, conveniently available at the Botanic Gardens shop, and then followed the procedure just as Bill had demonstrated. I found a suitable bench to sit on, underneath the great boughs of a venerable oak tree and in close proximity to several beech trees, pines, cedars, and one medium-sized bush. Perfect!
I quietly approached, sat down, and began to rustle. I didn’t want to make it too obvious, so I kept the bag in my pocket while I rustled it, and nonchalantly scanned my surroundings for signs of my quarry. I looked all around me, up in the branches of the trees, and in the nearby bush, but I couldn’t see even a hint of that unmistakable silhouette, nor could I hear any signs of mammalian life. A few pigeons nodded over in my direction but I wasn’t interested in them. I wasn’t there for the pigeons, was I?
After about five unproductive minutes I reckoned it was time to bring out the bag. After all, I reasoned, perhaps these squirrels hadn’t been conditioned, like those in Bill’s neighbourhood, to respond to just the sound of a paper bag. Perhaps they had to see it too. So I brought out the bag and held it aloft, so that there was no way any watching squirrels could miss it.
After another five squirrelless minutes I resorted to throwing the nuts on the ground. I’d been reluctant to take this last step, as it just seemed too easy. In any case, Bill hadn’t needed to do that.
Already I felt something of a failure.
Surrounded by nuts and pigeons I sat expectantly. Then hopefully. Then in bafflement. What was going on here? This place was squirrel-central and had been for as long as I’d been going there. All I wanted to do was feed them, some of the tamest squirrels in the land – squirrels that wouldn’t normally have any fear of humans. Why would they reject my advances like this? Was it something about me that was repulsing them?
I couldn’t understand it, and I don’t mind saying that I grew quite embarrassed, and then downright angry. Here I was, taking time out of my precious weekend to offer food to these creatures – and asking for nothing in return! Well I wasn’t going to be made a fool of any longer, so I stashed the bag of nuts back in my pocket, stood up and stormed off in the direction of the exit.
But then, as the path approached a large collection of rhododendrons, I saw a lone squirrel hopping about on the ground, apparently in search of food. The enthusiasm that I’d so recently lost suddenly returned to me, and I quietly crept towards it, taking the bag of nuts out of my pocket and rustling it in an enticing fashion. This was the moment I’d been waiting for, and it would be more special, more dramatic, because of what I’d gone through. I envisioned those blissful future moments, just me and my squirrel friend sharing nuts on the lush grass in the summer sunshine.
Then it noticed me, and looked me up and down for a few seconds. I upped my game, throwing a few nuts from the bag and speaking softly in encouraging tones, all the while growing nearer and nearer – to the squirrel, and to that fateful moment.
But, suddenly, it just turned and hopped away into the rhododendrons, without any panic or fear whatsoever. I chased after it, hoping against hope that it might eventually come round. I dived after it into the tangle of branches and struggled to follow, but it just scampered off into the darkness of the undergrowth, never to be seen again.
The anger welled up in me again, this time tinged with intense humiliation. I felt defeated – an utter failure. I tried to walk proudly away without a care, but I couldn’t do it: I just skulked, went home and crawled into bed, where I replayed the day’s events a thousand times.
Needless to say, ever since then I have hated squirrels.
Note: this story originally appeared in a Flickr group, Photographic Editing Offences.